This Is Why We Love
Eliza. 20 and taken! He is my best friend and the love of my life.
The happy things, the pretty things, the kisses, the late nights, the crazy nights, the things that make us laugh, the hot summer days and the friends that make us us.
This is why we love.
Feel like I’m drowning, running out of air, running out of life. Can’t handle being second rate in your eyes. I have never felt so unwanted and so unimportant. I’m just someone you can use. I am nothing to you anymore. Am I anything to anyone?
I miss the way you would do anything for me. I miss the way we would talk about our future. Hell, I just miss the way we used to talk. I miss the way you would make me feel like a princess. I miss how you weren’t always high when we were together. I miss going on dates with you. I miss when you used to be honest with me. I miss when you used to be protective and caring of me. I miss how passionate you used to be about me. I miss everything about what we used to be. You have changed and the new you scares me. Because I know you aren’t being honest with me. I don’t know what your intentions are with me and that terrifies me. I don’t want to be second best. I want to be your number one, like I used to be. Like you are my number one to me :(
I miss you so, so, much. You have lost who you are - and I have lost my best friend. I am empty without you, and there is nothing worthwhile left.